Ya Allah mengapa Engkau izinkan mata ini mengaguminya sampai ia lupa terkedip ?

Mengapa Engkau diam saja saat mata ini mengajak hati ikut merasakan apa yang ia lihat ?

Mengapa Engkau tidak cegah ketika mata berbisik pada telinga apa yang ia lihat dan ia rasakan bersama hati ?

Lalu mengapa harus Engkau tidak melarang mereka saat mereka semua sepaham dan mulai membuat aku jatuh cinta pada dia?

Mengapa Kau tak menahan dia saat hati dia merasa lebih nyaman di dekat ku?dan dia tidak bisa jauh dariku .

Kenapa dia harus bilang seperti itu?Padahal dia sudah mencintai orang yang mencintai dia, bukan aku .

Padahal dia sudah dimiliki dan memiliki sebelum aku ingin dia jadi milikku dan aku jadi miliknya .

Tapi mengapa Kau buat hati ini tidak patah saat ia kecewa? Mengapa tidak Kau buat saja mata ini menangis saat ia melihat apa yang tidak ia ingin lihat? Mengapa telinga ini masih tetap tegar mendengar kata kata maaf karena dia lebih memilih orang yang di sayanginya, bukan aku !

Apakah semua pertanyaan 'mengapa'ku akan Kau jawab : 'karena pada akhirnya dia akan ku berikan untukmu'?

jika bukan untuk itu lantas mengapa Kau biarkan semua ini terjadi?

Mengapa?

if one day you feel like crying , call me ,
i don't promise that i will make you laugh , but i can cry with you .

if one day you want to run away , don't be afraid to call me ,
i don't promise to ask you stop , but i can run with you .

if one day you don't want to listen anyone , call me ,
i promise to be there with you and i promise to be very quiet . because you're my lovely boyfriend and i love you very much .

but if one day you call and there's no answer , come fast to see me , maybe i need you . because when i have unsolved problem , there's nothing more i want than you be my side .

I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair.

I hate the way you drive my car. I hate it when you stare.

I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind.

I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme.

I hate it, I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie.

I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it when you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call.

But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you,

Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

i'm so sad and depressed

all I want to do is rest

i go to sleep at night

But my dreams i just can't fight

i love you more than you know

i just wish you didn't have to go

i just want one more day with you

and i know thats what you would have wanted too

i miss you more and more each day

there is so much more we had to say

i know i will see you again

but i can't let you go



if you're asking if i need you

the answer is forever

if you're asking if i love you

the answer is i do

the last thing i want to say is

you are always in my heart